CHINESE NEW YEAR MOOD

Yeahhhhhhh!!!^o^

My final exam for second semester was over. Huhuuuu.

I have started my holiday!

And, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

It's the celebration which I have been waiting for.

Today is 29th December of lunar calendar.

Tomorrow is already 30th. Wakakaka.

It is the Chinese New Year eve.

It's the time to eat REUNION DINNER!!!^_^

*excited*

Now my mood already in Chinese New Year.

Haha..^@^

Eating, playing, visiting friends, gambling and many more relaxing activities,

that's what we do during Chinese New Year.

This is a happy celebration which we can gather with all our family members and relatives,

and also meet up with my old friends. Keke..

The feeling is FANTASTIC!!!

Arhahahahaha..

I don't know why this time I'm sooooooo excited.

Now, all of us are already in Chinese New Year mood.

Yesterday after I finished exam, I was too happy!!!

On the way back hometown, my feeling was..

Arrrrrrrrrr.. Hard to describe the happiness!!!>o<

I couldn't wait to meet my family and friends!!!

Everywhere, everytime also full of Chinese New Year mood.

While we go to the shopping malls, we can see the beautiful decorations.

Every shop we can hear the Chinese New Year's songs.

Wheeeeee..^@^

*LOL-ing*

At ONE UTAMA

At SUNWAY PYRAMID

At TEMERLOH THE STORE?"=.=

*laughing*

Chinese New Year is the time to eat delicious food!

"Lou Sang"

"Wu Fu Lin Men"

"Yu Chi" (shark fins)

And a lot more.

We had these that day.@_@

Yummy..

Aiyoooo.. I really can't wait for the day to come!!!

I want CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!

I LOVE IT!!!

Now is also my SEMESTER BREAK for two months!!!

Yuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..^o^

*in Chinese New Year mood*

And thanks to the person who helped me to do this for Chinese New Year.

I have "watermelon" on my fingers.


And "strawberry" for my toes.


Only available during such special celebration.^_^

Aiyerrrrrr.. Angpao, angpao, angpao!!!

I'm really soooooooo happy!!!

And then, GAMBLING? Wakaka..

Lastly, this is me:

Ok, I'm here to wish all of you
"HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR"

"HAPPY 牛 YEAR"
"HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR"
GONG XI FA CAI!!!^@^

Wish you have a wonderful, prosperous and blessed year.
See you all again in my next post!

Toodles!

MY FAMILY

Wheeeeeeee..^o^

Finally we got our FAMILY PHOTO! Yeahhh!!!

During 1st of January 2009, our whole family went to take family photo at studio.

And now it is ready.

Here just want to share with all of you.

*wink wink!!!*

My phone camera not that good, so sorry."=.=

It's not really clear, hmmm.

Well, I should introduce my lovely family members to you.

Let's have a look.

From left (back): Yuen (younger sister), me, mummy, Seng (elder brother), Eng (youngest sister)

Front (sitting): daddy

They are my family members.

This family is incomplete without any of them.^_^

Father And Mother I Love You.

I LOVE YOU ALL.

*hugs and kisses*

Just to say that..

"We are not the best, but in my heart,

you all are always the best.^o^

Thanks for always be with me all the time,

I'm lucky because I have you all as my family."

I really love this photo sooooooo much.

Anyway, this photo is quite funny.

My sisters and I look like quite different."=.=

With our weird smile? Hahaha!!!

Dad, mum and brother look nice.

Dad is the happiest in the photo.

Mum looks really young. Keke.

Brother just like "cartoon"? Haha!

*LOL-ing*

There they are "MY FAMILY".

SMILE

Today can be say that it was the last day of college.

I mean for this second semester, keke..^o^

Anyway, there are not many photos we have taken throughout these two months.

That's why I don't have many posts about my coursemates.

Oh ya, I have forgotten!!!

I still got one more about our event's post.

"Love is Not a Fairytale"

Opssss, I will post about it soon.^_^

Well, this photo taken last few days when I went to Sunway with my girls.

I bought this with FREE.

Because it's the gift vouchers of Padini Concept Store.

Just wanted to spend it before Chinese New Year.

Alright, I should stop buying tops."=.=

*LOL-ing*

It's a normal and simple Polo T but I love it. My style, I guess.^@^

At college, we had photo session as well.

This is Joanne. The few photos we took together during this semester.

I remember previous semester, we were crazy taking photos.

Haha..^o^

I like this photo. Rhea was using her camera to take our photo that time.

And this is my dear Cheryl, my "dai ga jie"! Haha!>o<

If she knows I post this up to my blog, don't know how she feels?

Keke.. It's ok, is nice photo here.

So funny. Wheeee.^_^

And today, it was the last day of college.

Well, we had our listening test during English class.

Very unhappy and angry. Ishhhh.

Alright, it was over, don't mention it again.

I'm sleepy.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Still blekkkkk.^@^

Three girls.

We finished the class early today. Yuhuuuuu!!!

Byebye second semester, byebye college!!!^_^

See you again on next week during final exam.

Oh my god, final exam?

Arrrrrrr, seriously I haven't start to study. Hmmm.

Anyway, after that, I complained that I was too hungry.

As we took my breakfast and lunch too early today.

Then four of us headed to Sunway's SUBWAY.

Yeah, finally we went to eat.

Seriously it was the first time I have been there.

I don't know the way to order it, and I don't know we can choose ourselves.

How embarrassing. Haha!"=.=

Here we were enjoying our own sandwiches.

QQ

Na

Vonn

Me, of course.
With the sleepy eyes. Sighhh.~.~

Us

This is mine.

*wink wink!!!*

And last but not least, today there was an event at Sunway Pyramid today.

The Hong Kang star, Zhang Jing Xuan came.
Emmm, I don't know whether what's his name in English. Sorry.

I'm not really like him, but still went to have a look.

And the camera of my handphone is sucks on that moment.

Here are some photos to share.

See him on the stage? Ahemmm..

The crowd. But not too crowded. Arhahaha!@_@

It was the day. It was my day.

*yawningggg*

Final exam is just around the corner. Hmmmm.
Study hard, study smart.

GOOD LUCK FICM JULY 2008!!!

*smileeeeeeeeeeee*

LIFE AND ME

Life has been freaking bored. Sigh.

What can I say, what can I do.

Nothing special."=.=

My ALL assignments for this semester were DONE.

And it's final exam on next week.

However, I haven't start to study.

My mood is all about the coming Chinese New Year and holidays.

I don't want to back college, can I?@_@

Look at the recent me.

I took it while I was waiting at college library for aunt to fetch me yesterday.

Oh no! It's my serious PANDA EYES.@_@

How to cure it? Hmmmm..

I feel like want to let it dissapear from my eyes, but how can I success?

I use to sleep late, online everyday.

Beside than these, I don't know what can I do anymore.

No hang out (got, but less), no this and that, entertainment NO!>o<

No companion, no love, just have nothing.

What a sucks life!!!

What can I do beside than accepting?

I miss my previous lifestyle, I miss my hometown. I LOVE THEM.^_^

I never feel like want to make up myself, tidy up myself.

Arrrrr.. So what? It's just like that.

The time will over, no one cares.

Let it be.

*yawning*

Talk back to the life.

Alright, let me briefly describe about it.

Monday: college, home

Tuesday: college, home

Wednesday: college, home

Thursday: college, home

Friday: hometown

Saturday: hometown

Sunday: hometown

Ok, sometimes I go to Sunway Pyramid."=.=

I'm looking forward Chinese New Year.

Have fun with my family and relatives.

Back hometown and meet all my old friends.

And even, friends from other places.

Seriously, I don't want to back college after that. Can I?T.T

Anyway, I had fun with my girls.

Yes, there they are Qer Xin, An Na, Yvonne, Cheryl, Joanne and others.

Thanks you guys!

*hugs and loves*

It has been a long time we didn't take photo together.

I mean, for this semester 2.~.~

Except that time went to eat Sakae Sushi ok.

Here we got it today.

From left: Me, Qer Xin, Yvonne and An Na

^@^

Pig? Xoxo..>@<

The weird poses.

*LOL-ing*

All the best for the coming final exam! You guys rocks!!!^o^

Oh ya, something need to mention is,

I still need A PAIR OF SHOES and A SKIRT for this coming Chinese New Year!

Hahaha.."=.=

THE FUTURE OF MEDIA IN MALAYSIA

I had been busy last few days.

Now, the sleepless nights were over.

But, sleepless and less and less nights are coming."=.=

Well, FINAL EXAM IS ON NEXT WEEK!!!

Arrrrr.. I know myself.

I'm that kind of people who use to burn the midnight oil.

Assignments, one more to go;

presentations, no more for this semester.

Chinese New Year is coming after my final exam.

And the semester break for two months. Wuhuuuuu!

Anyway I'm happy with that.^_^

*shouting and jumping happily*

There was an assignment on the Monday about Malaysian Media History.

And we were asked to write an article about 700 words in 2 hours time.

The title was "The Future of Media in Malaysia".

Thanks God, we were able to submit on time.

We got back the result today.

But it was sucks!!! I mean MINE!!!T.T

I know I couldn't write well, what a poor writing skills.

I didn't have wide knowledge about media too.

I'm not interested to know about the history of media actually.

Sometimes I'm wondering whether I'm suitable for this course or not?~.~

Mass Communication need to write, write and write.

Journalism? NO!!! I won't take!!!

I'm not the potential and good one.

But even, the POOREST one!!!>o<

From the Taylor's BB7, we got this announcement from our dear lecturer, Ms Natasha.

Hi everyone,
Those with my reply to your email, kindly upload your entry into your blogs and have them accessible to others to read and share their views. Feel free to comment on your friends' views and hopefully, this exercise will generate an enhanced level of understanding on the topic based on our class discussions.

Ms Natasha

I was thinking to post it or not, because mine really sucks!

However, I have decided to post it together with QQ.

So I just share my lousy article with all of you.

*wink wink!!!*

At the same time, there is the reply from Ms Natasha to me.

Blue is mine.

Red colour is written by her.

What a poor little creature I am.

Yet I still want to share with all of you.^_^

The Future of Media in Malaysia
What do you think lies ahead for us/journalists?
Before Malaysia reached independence on 1957, it was colonialized by British, Portugal, Holland, Japan and several more countries. During that time, the advent of the printing presses and the mass media in Malaya was brought about by European colonialism. From the first newspaper Prince of Wales Island Gazette (PWIG) was published until the latest form of media such as blogging today, it shows that the big changes and growth of the media. Many laws are amended as media plays an important role in our life today. Without media, we will not get to know the latest information or knowledge, improve and let ourselves following up the current issues.
The state of media of Malaysia includes television, radio, newspapers and web-based media such as bloggers. There are many media outlets are owned directly by the government of Malaysia, owned by component parties of the Barisan Nasional coalition government or owned by the private media companies. It is the fact that we are increasingly living in an era of media convergence. The advent of digital media platforms are leading to the convergence of various forms of media including print, broadcast, the Internet and mobile technology. Our country has also actively embraced new media technology and the Government's Multimedia Super Corridoor initiative has opened up the media landscape through the rapid expansion of the Internet and mobile telecommunications. Undeniably, the media context has seen profound changes over the past few decades in our country. So what will happen to the media in the future? What kind of changes will be in the media?
From my opinion, I admit that blog has become a useful space for the person to write down everything they like due to the freedom of speech. Freedom of speech is the freedom to speak freely without censorship or limitation which is synonymously with freedom of expression. We can voice out our opinions, comments onto certain issues. Even though we are free to speak, but we must know how to make good use of it and apply it smartly and wisely. We can't against the Sedition Act or Internal Security Act (ISA) which were amended long ago and strictly controlled during Mahathir's time. If we against it, we are just like bringing trouble to ourselves. During Badawi's time, the media has changed. It is not longer being that transparency like what had happened during Mahathir's time. Many shocking news about the political issues appeared freely, and readers are willing to give many different response. Ok, but what is new about this?
Nowadays, blog is one the recent and growing popularity of websites and has become a household term now. The blog isn't just about the person who writes it, but also about the community that springs up around it. Many bloggers write their comments on the blog and some causes arguments. For instance, the recent skirmishes between the state and the ruling party on one side and bloggers like Jeff Ooi, Ahirudin Attan, Nathaniel Tan and Raja Petra Kamarudin on the other. If such conditions keep continue, it may destroy the peace and stability of our politics. This is because Internet media is closest to us nowadays compared to the traditional media. It influences us a lot.
In the future, media may become very free and easy. In the Internet, everyone may owns their own space or blog to voice out what they feel and think. But this is already happening now. The use of traditional media such as newspapers might decreasing slowly. From Internet, they can connecting themselves faster and easier to the web and get the current issues immediately. They can voice out their opinions and comments straightly. However, the media is changing from day to day. It may change to another form. We can't sure what will happen in the future. The media might become more strict? Or it may become very free? Anyway, the media changes due to the politics, social, economics, education and everything happens in a country. Therefore, the future of the media is unpredictable. We are just an ordinary citizen, as long as we don't do anything against the rules amended by government, we are still living peacefully.
Hi, Your ideas are not new and they tend to be very repetitive. Do you notice that? Kindly read others' and see what they have written. Think outside the box.
3/10
Ms Natasha

How embarrassing!!!>o<

I only get 3 marks out of 10 marks. Ishhh..

But it is my own choice to publish this out.

It's ok for me because I know, I'm really not suitable to be a journalist.

I'm blogger, but not a good writer.

What are the differences?

*LOL-ing*

So people, what about your comments onto the future of media in Malaysia?

What do you think it will happen?

Leave me some comments if possible.^@^

I really need to improve myself as well.

Positive or negative comments are acceptable, don't worry.

IT'S LIFE

How are you today?^_^

Currently I'm at my hometown, enjoying my life in my lovely home.

Yes, I love the feeling at hometown.

I like to stay at home, even all the time.

Of course, later at night I maybe going to hang out with my friends.^o^

I'm not really that good girl who will stay at home all the time.

Life is so RANDOM.

Sometimes you may feel so happy;

sometimes you may feel so sad;

sometimes you really hate it;

but sometimes you really love it.>o<

So this is also just a very random post. Hehe..

I supposed to be doing my MMH assignment, but I came to online.

Arghhh, I got the ONLINE ADDICTION!"=.=

Nevermind, it's alright.

I haven't take my dinner, dad and mum went out for an event dinner fifteen minutes ago.

Two sisters are watching "The Gem Of Life" now, while my brother was out for basketball.

And guess what I did?

Taking photos AGAIN.~.~

Well, I admit that I'm kinda "zi lian",

I don't know what it is called in English already. Wakaka..

*wink wink!!!*

It starts with a simple smile.

That's me, ChiNcHiN.

Smile and smile and just smile!

>@<

The stupid emotions start..

*LOL-ing*

THE FIVE POSES

Take 1..

Take 2..

Take 3..

Take 4..

Take 5..

Haha..^o^

What can I say about? It's nothing.

This post is just for fun, keke..

Alright, I should continue with my work.

Stop being stupid! Hehe!

Arrrrr.. Next week will be a busy week!

Assignments..

Presentations..

And another week will be final exam!T.T

But after that, it's CHINESE NEW YEAR and my SEMESTER BREAK!!!

I'm having holidays for two months. Yuhuuuu!!!

It's LIFE.

THE RULES OF BLOGGING

"Yesterday was a history;
tomorrow will be a mystery;
today is a gift."
That's why, appreciate what you are having at the moment.^_^

For me, everyday is different.
That's what we call, "LIFE".
We won't repeat the same thing, same situation at the same time.
Every moment is special.
No matter how our life is, we should love it.
Because it's a PRECIOUS GIFT for us.>o<

Why do you blog?
Why do I blog?

"I LOVE BLOGGING"

I started to blog since year 2007.
During 2008, I was influenced by my previous coursemates,
and totally involved in the world of blogging.
I love to read your blog,
I hope you like mine too.^@^

I'm not an excellent blogger,
but for me, blog is a space for me to write.
I can write anything I like, I want.
I jot down what has happened in a day.
I tell everyone what I feel about.
I let the readers to know me better.
I share photos about my life.
I want to improve my writing skills.

For me,
"NO BLOG=NO LIFE"
I really need blog in my life.^o^
And I know, there are many more who have the same interest with me right?

However, there are a lot of consequences after blogging.
We need to face it?
YES, WE HAVE TO.
Because this is THE RULES OF BLOGGING.

Anyway, I would like to mention about this.
There is something really makes me unhappy with that.
Please don't ever over QUESTION me about what I have written in blog.
Please don't ever MENTION about the things which may hurt people from my blog.
For certain people, if you think you are!
PLEASE NOTICE THAT!>@<

Not only towards mine, but also to other bloggers.
I guess so, am I right?
I'm just telling out the dissastifaction of some bloggers.
Dear readers, please respect the others.

I have changed another way of blogging.
From today onwards, I will type in different way.
I want to improve my English language.^o^

Toodles!

TAGGED BY WAI YEE

wowwwwww.. it has been a long time didn't answering this..^o^
quite miss it.. keke..
THANKS FOR TAGGING ME..^_^
alright, here we go..

*LOL-ing*

TAGGED BY WAI YEE..

A. Attached or single?
still SINGLE.. keke..^@^

B. Best friends?
princess club, brothers, llf and many of them..^_^

C. Cake or pie?
i prefer both.. huhuuuu..^o^

D. Day of choice?
love FRIDAY the most..>o<

E. Essential item?
money, laptop, handphone.. can't survive without them in my life..~.~

F. Favorite colour?
not specified.. i see from surface of different things..@_@

G. Gummy bears or worms?
of course gummy bears.. but what is it?"=.= no worms, i'm afraid of insects..

H. Hometown?
TEMERLOH, PAHANG.. my home sweet home.. wheeee..^@^

I. Favorite indulgence?
be kind, be friendly, as long as you happy with yourself..^_^

J. January or July?
JANUARY.. because its the beginning of a year.. a new start?^o^

K. Kids?
love them but not that much, and sometimes they are quite annoying.."=.=

L. Life isn't complete without?
my dearest FAMILY, my lovable FRIENDS and everything i'm having!!!>o<

M. Marriage date?
if i'm the god.. i will let you know..~.~

N. Number of brothers and sisters?
one elder brother and two younger sisters.. keke..^@^

O. Oranges or apples?
both..^_^ i love any fruits.. good for health..

P. Phobias?
insects, darkness, over challenging things, DIFFICULTIES IN LIFE..T.T

Q. Quotes?
hmmmm.. what should i say about this?"=.=

R. Reasons to smile?
when i'm truly HAPPY.. or when i don't want to let you see my SADNESS..~.~

T. Tag 5 people
qer xin
yvonne
joanne
rhea
michelle

U. Unknown fact about me?
the SECRET in my heart.. it is struggling and make me suffer all the time..T.T

V. Vegetable?
like it very very much.. keep you healthy always..@_@

W. Worst habits?
when i sit in front of laptop, no need to do anything else at all..~.~

X. X-ray or Ultrasound?
arrrrrrrrr.. I DON'T WANT!!!>o<

Y. Your favorite type of food?
many.. uncountable.. because I LOVE TO EAT..^@^

Z. Zodiac
the LIBRA girl..^_^

and for those who are tagged by me,
don't forget to do it..>o< and if you want to answer, of course you can!!!

HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! yoyoyo!!!^o^
HAPPY OPENING SCHOOL..

*wink wink!!!*

TAKING FAMILY PHOTO

it's HAPPY NEW YEAR..
yaya.. is the 1st of january..
is the lucky day..^_^
is the FAMILY DAY of mine..
because today our whole family went to the studio..
and finally we took our FAMILY PHOTO..
which we most probably will get before chinese new year..^o^

*yeahhhhhhhhhhh*

we are happy finally everyone is free for this photography session..
we went to FRANCE BRIDAL SHOP near my hometown..
and we put on pretty gouns and smart coats..
also with make ups..>o<
finally, we took lovely family photo..
arrrrrr.. i can't await to see it!!!

anyway, this photography session was like someone among my family members getting married..

*LOL-ing*

i have chosen this goun where i first looked at it..
it was my first choice..
and i felt like it was suitable for me..^@^



yes, I LOVE IT..

*lovesssssss*

i have somemore photos to share about..
with my dearest family members..^_^
here it goes..



our three sisters..
ENG, CHIN and YUEN..^o^



me and my brother, SENG..



DAD and MUM..
i really never seen my mum was that PRETTY and YOUNG before..
she was just like what i have seen from my parent's marriage photo many years ago..
because she didn't make up, and it was DIFFERENT!!!
"MUM, YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL IN MY HEART.."

*hugsssssssss*



ME after making up..^_^

well, actually..
i dislike my own look after making up..
quite weird.. hmmmm..~.~

it was a SPECIAL DAY for my family..
wheeeeeeeeeeeeee..^@^
although this night was tiring, but it's worth..
waiting for the photo..
i will share again when it's READY!!!^o^

*cheerssssss*

FLASHBACK 2008

2008 was over..~.~
it has become a part of memory in our life..
it will not turn back again..
YES, IT WAS AN UNFORGETTABLE PART..
because 2008 was my 18 years old..@_@

thought back what had happened last year..
everything was just in a sudden..>o<
time flies.. and i'm already 19 years old..
even though my birthday haven't over..

*wink wink!!!*



the most favourite photo at the beginning of the year..
that's ME..^_^

*smileeeee*

well, what have i done throughout the year?
actually i felt like quite many things..
that year was a big turning point in my life..
where i have left the life in school uniform..
where i have left the life in my hometown like previously..
it was totally DIFFERENT..
it has changed me A LOT..@_@

from JANUARY to MARCH,
i joined PLKN.. the first group of year fifth batch on 2008..
located at KEM SUMMERSET RESORT, KUALA ROMPIN..^o^
it was after i finished spm, the place where i spent my holiday..
it was also the place where i have left a lot of sweet memories..
i have gained many new knowledge, knew many friends there..
i was LUCKY to be chosen..^@^

i was in the ALPHA company..
we are called "RIMAU PERKASA"..
stayed in DORM WAN FATIMAH SHAM..^_^
my dormmates, i could remember your faces well..
i still remember my best friends there..
i still remember what had happened between us that taught me a BIG LESSON..
i still remember where i liked someone who wasn't a boy..>o<

anyway, on that time..
there was someone who had a complicated relationship with me..
who wasn't in the same camp..
i was so SORRY for hurting the person very much..T.T
even though we couldn't be couple, but we are still friends, right?
a very good one..

THANKS A LOT..^o^

*happy-ing*
















just part of the photos..
there are many many more..~.~

PLKN ended with many unforgettable memories..
with happiness.. with tears..
arrrrrrrrr.. i miss the moments right there!!!>o<
KEEP IN TOUCH, my lovely friends..
the life in plkn always in my heart..
because it was another experience in my life..
which i could hardly forget it..@_@

after that, i got my SPM RESULT..
yaya.. it was another surprise for me..~.~
which was out of my expectation..
i got 6A, 4B and 1C..
A1 for english, mathematics, account, moral..
A2 for english for science and technology, malay..
B3 for chinese, additional mathematics..
B4 for history, chemistry..
C5 for physics..^_^

i was HAPPY, definitely H-A-P-P-Y!!!

next, i started to consider about my studies in the future..
urghhhhhhhh.. which makes me felt so annoying!!!>o<
i thought about ADVERTISING, MULTIMEDIA DESIGN..
being a teacher? being a journalist? planning event? taking business?
a-level? foundation? form 6? diploma?
many things came to my mind..@_@

i was struggling until i decided to take MASS COMMUNICATION..
yes, ADVERTISING which was my choice to study..
and i was thinking to enter TARC, TOA or TAYLOR'S..
finally, i have chosen TARC..>o<
i registered everything and i didn't think much about that..
i enjoyed my holiday by staying at home from APRIL to MAY..
until i entered college..
another step in my life..^_^

on this time, i had a small complication with another one..
who was the person had a place in my heart long ago..
i didn't know why this would happen..
but we won't know what will happen in the future right?
let everything goes naturally..^o^
GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND TO ME..

*silent*

from JUNE to JULY..
i was studying at TUNKU ABDUL RAHMAN COLLEGE for only two months..
taking DIPLOMA IN MASS COMMUNICATION (ADVERTISING)..
anyway, i have learnt many things from there..
and i knew many friends there..
i had an amazing hostel life..
i became close with many of my friends..
i met many friends who loved me too much..
the life at tarc was totally FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!^@^

because of certain reasons, i have chosen to LEAVE..
it was another BIG CHANGE in my life..
i have come to TAYLOR'S COLLEGE to pursue my further education..
why i would do so?
i didn't want to mention about it..
because it was a long story.. and really..T.T
arrrrrrrrrrrr..

"when you have chosen this road to go,
you can't turn back..
what can you do is only stay tough..
face it bravely.."

i told myself..

i didn't regret for i have entered tarc to study before..
when i met you all..
"THANKS A LOT MY DEAR TARCIANSSSSSSS..
FOR GIVING ME SUCH SWEET MEMORY..
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU ALL..
ALWAYS KEEP IN TOUCH!!!"

undeniably, the change from tarc to taylor's has made a big change to me..

my lifestyle.. my attitude..

TOTALLY DIFFERENT NOW!!!>o<

the time is going on..

the earth is turning..

the world is changing..

and even myself..~.~

*close the eyes*

from AUGUST to DECEMBER and until now..

i was studying at TAYLOR'S COLLEGE PETALING JAYA..

taking FOUNDATION IN COMMUNICATION..

at here, i met the new group of friends..

i met with friends who i never mingle before..

they are from different culture background..

living here, my world has changed a lot..

and even myself..>o<

however, I LOVE MY FRIENDS..

we will still be together throughout the whole foundation programme..

we are working hard to reach a better future..^@^

we are on the same road..

let's face the difficulties together!!!

let's work hard together!!!

let's support each other together!!!^_^

*LOL-ing*

i could say..

I HAVE CHANGED WHEN I'M HERE..

throughout this year on this time, where i have changed a lot..

my mind.. my attitude.. my EVERYTHING..T.T

on my 18 years old birthday..

it was the SADDEST BIRTHDAY i ever had..

i didn't know why it would happen..

i didn't have any special wish..

i just hope to LIVE BETTER..

THANKS FOR THOSE WHO CELEBRATED FOR ME..

and it was the first birthday which i cried due to the sadness..

also when i received special gifts from my friends..@_@

i never received such meaningful things before..

i really appreciate it..

*hugssssssss*

since i left tarc, there was someone came to me..

yup, who has a place in my heart..

the person understand me so well..

the person appreciate me very much..

i knew you did, DON'T YOU?

"THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE TO ME..

TIME WILL PROVE EVERYTHING.."

that's why..

i'm still SINGLE now..@_@

to sad about? maybe..

to happy about? what for..

an 18 years old girl never had a boyfriend before, how funny?

NO, I DON'T THINK SO..

previously maybe i was..

but these thing, FORCED WON'T HAVE HAPPINESS..

just let everything goes NATURALLY..>o<

i wish one day THE FATE WILL COME..

on the end of NOVEMBER..
my mum, my sister and i..

with my mum's friends joined a tour..

went to TAIWAN..^_^

yeahhhhhhh.. i have been to this country..

which was the only place i travelled during that year..

THANKS TO DAD AND MUM..

*jumpingggggg*

*chill chill*

will i going to this country again in the future?

i don't know..^_^

2008.. a year full of joy and tears..

that's why i say life = joy + tears..

2008.. many different things i faced..

I HAVE LEARNT TO DRINK WINE AND BEER..

I HAVE LEARNT TO GO FOR CLUBBING..

yes, because I'M LEGAL NOW, I'M 18..^o^

it's the 18 years old life on year 2008..

*cheersssssssss*

GOODBYE 2008 FOREVER..~.~

and now is already year 2009..

how it will be?

we won't know because FUTURE IS UNPREDICTABLE..

"let bygones be bygones..

forget the past.. starting a new life..

new year, new life, new begin, new hope, new dream..

everything is NEWWWWWWW!!!

ALL THE BEST OF LUCK for 2009!!!"