I'm at computer lab in college now. Had my Business Law test 2 this afternoon, and finally it was over. I supposed to have Accounting mid-term on tomorrow. But it has been postponed to next week, and not confirmed on which day yet. OMG.. I was like.. WTH! "=.= *speechless* I'm already get myself prepared for the coming exam. Feel so 'pik chek' in a sudden. Haizz.. Anyway, it means, I got more time to do revision on this subject. ^_^ As you know that, my Accounting is sucks! LOL. I got more time for my Economics mid-term on this Friday. Hehe.. Well, alright.. *forced to smile*
My brother has taken away my laptop, as he needs it for his assignment. Hmmm, it's good to me too. *wondering* It means I'm not going to online on coming days until Friday I guess. @_@ I must try to keep myself away from computer. I must not continue to let myself can't survive without it. Because something had happened last night..
Yesterday night, I was doing the Business Law tutorial questions using my laptop. I was looking at every single words from the screen with full of concentration. Suddenly, my eyesight turned to become blur. ~.~ I couldn't see things clearly because there was a shadow blocking my eyesight. I thought it was like usual that sometimes we might see too bright things, the shadow will keep appearing on our eyesight, no matter where we look at. Then, I closed my eyes and I thought I would be fine after that. However, when I opened my eyes again, the shadow still there. And I see the things like floating, it was getting unclear. >.<" I was so afraid when the shadow has spreaded all around my eyeball, and I saw something like light and rainbow kept appearing around my eyes. At the moment, I was so worried. I looked at the mirror immediately. Guess what?! I couldn't see myself clearly like what I used to do. T.T OMG! What's going on to my eyes? Arghhh! *pressing my eyes* The feeling like.. Almost BLIND! Oh nooooo! I almost cried that time, and my mum asked me to go to take a rest first instead of continuing to do my stuffs. After taking 10 minutes rest, I felt better. I could see things better already. But, I started to feel headache. The nerves in my head seemed like going to break off! It was so painful! It was like going to kill me! Arrrrrr! @o@ Finally, I couldn't stand anymore. I stopped all my work and went to sleep. I have decided to skip this morning's class because I REALLY NEED MORE REST. However, It was so hard to fall asleep that time. ~.~ *scratching head*
I cried. I did not like that feeling, it was torturing. I HATE IT. Seriously, I just realized that I didn't really take good care of myself, especially my body health and eyesight. When some disorder things happened, I just knew how important it was. I'm so addicted to computer. I'm able to face my laptop at least 10 hours per day. My family and friends always scold and advice me, but I don't listen. And now, I just know that when something is really happen, I don't even have the chance to feel regret anymore. *thinking* It was the first time I faced such situation. And parents said it wasn't a small matter. Must take it SERIOUSLY. They want me to have an appointment with the eye specialist this Friday. Sighh, who asked my dad is in optical field, and he is so concern everything regarding to this. Of course from now onwards, they will keep scolding and advising me. I'm so regret for what I have done to myself. I'm the one who is trying to 'kill' myself. *regret* Thanks a lot my dear parents. I love you all! I really mean it. T.T
BTW, I'm fine now. I feel better today. Although this morning my head still very pain after woke up from bed. Yesterday was a memorable and scary night for me. It was truly a big lesson. @o@ So readers, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
My brother has taken away my laptop, as he needs it for his assignment. Hmmm, it's good to me too. *wondering* It means I'm not going to online on coming days until Friday I guess. @_@ I must try to keep myself away from computer. I must not continue to let myself can't survive without it. Because something had happened last night..
Yesterday night, I was doing the Business Law tutorial questions using my laptop. I was looking at every single words from the screen with full of concentration. Suddenly, my eyesight turned to become blur. ~.~ I couldn't see things clearly because there was a shadow blocking my eyesight. I thought it was like usual that sometimes we might see too bright things, the shadow will keep appearing on our eyesight, no matter where we look at. Then, I closed my eyes and I thought I would be fine after that. However, when I opened my eyes again, the shadow still there. And I see the things like floating, it was getting unclear. >.<" I was so afraid when the shadow has spreaded all around my eyeball, and I saw something like light and rainbow kept appearing around my eyes. At the moment, I was so worried. I looked at the mirror immediately. Guess what?! I couldn't see myself clearly like what I used to do. T.T OMG! What's going on to my eyes? Arghhh! *pressing my eyes* The feeling like.. Almost BLIND! Oh nooooo! I almost cried that time, and my mum asked me to go to take a rest first instead of continuing to do my stuffs. After taking 10 minutes rest, I felt better. I could see things better already. But, I started to feel headache. The nerves in my head seemed like going to break off! It was so painful! It was like going to kill me! Arrrrrr! @o@ Finally, I couldn't stand anymore. I stopped all my work and went to sleep. I have decided to skip this morning's class because I REALLY NEED MORE REST. However, It was so hard to fall asleep that time. ~.~ *scratching head*
I cried. I did not like that feeling, it was torturing. I HATE IT. Seriously, I just realized that I didn't really take good care of myself, especially my body health and eyesight. When some disorder things happened, I just knew how important it was. I'm so addicted to computer. I'm able to face my laptop at least 10 hours per day. My family and friends always scold and advice me, but I don't listen. And now, I just know that when something is really happen, I don't even have the chance to feel regret anymore. *thinking* It was the first time I faced such situation. And parents said it wasn't a small matter. Must take it SERIOUSLY. They want me to have an appointment with the eye specialist this Friday. Sighh, who asked my dad is in optical field, and he is so concern everything regarding to this. Of course from now onwards, they will keep scolding and advising me. I'm so regret for what I have done to myself. I'm the one who is trying to 'kill' myself. *regret* Thanks a lot my dear parents. I love you all! I really mean it. T.T
BTW, I'm fine now. I feel better today. Although this morning my head still very pain after woke up from bed. Yesterday was a memorable and scary night for me. It was truly a big lesson. @o@ So readers, PLEASE TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF!
Do not overusing computer!
Do get enough sleep and rest everyday!
Do not give yourself too much pressure especially during exam period!
This is not a joke, I'M SERIOUS.Do get enough sleep and rest everyday!
Do not give yourself too much pressure especially during exam period!
